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29 March 2008 @ 12:10 pm
Sense Memory (1/1)  
So, I wrote Spike!wanking on the train the other day while going to work. It's (mostly) Spuffy except she's not present for most of it due to Spike's active imagination. You'll see what I mean. It's the weekend, which is a slow time on LJ, but I couldn't wait to post because I had too much fun working on this. I got yer cock report right here mere_ubu

Title: Sense Memory
Author: ClawofCat
Timing: Season 6
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Spike/Buffy’s panties
Warnings: Wanking, panty sniffing, and memories of debauched sex
Summary: After leaving the demolished building during “Wrecked,” Spike makes his way back to his crypt for a bit of kip. Dreams of the night before give him a cockstand he can’t ignore.  
A/N: This fic is dedicated to eowyn_315, who inadvertently inspired me to write this based on a comment she made on my recent kink post. She generously wrote Spike door!porn for me. I thought it only fair that she get some Spike panty!porn in return.

Disclaimer: The characters are the property of Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy. No profit is gained from my writerly endeavors and no copyright infringement is intended.
Through a tangle of dreams full of writhing limbs and breathless cries, the perfume of her sweat and cunt stole on him furtively. It had lingered with him alongside the tread-marked scratches lining his back and paisley-patterned bites ringing his neck and arms.
As he surfaced from beneath the sexual miasma, Spike’s eyes cracked open in the dim glow of the crypt. He could smell her on him still, a dense, fragrant scent that permeated his skin and crept slyly along his senses. If an aroma could grip him in a suffocating stranglehold, hers did with a passion. It was on his fingers, face, cock, thighs – that decadent funk that he had brought up in her and had stewed along until it had come to a boil. It made him hard, made him arch, made him moan. Thinking of the devilish grin on her lips when she pressed her quim to his face, a low growl rose up from his chest, his fangs dropping a hair only to quickly recede back up into his gum line.
Rolling onto his back, Spike pushed the sheet draped across him down to his waist, his sleepy stare trained on the tented fabric at his hips. Beautiful cockstand, that. Was a shame it had to go to waste, he thought. Knew a bird who might appreciate what he could do with it.
Bringing his hand up to rub the sleep out of his eyes, he paused when his palm drifted over the bridge of his nose. Cupping it, he inhaled deeply. It hit him then, the memory of holding her open with thumb and index fingers as he deeply tongued her, the quivering in her legs so violent that he had to lift her up out of the dust and hook her knees over his shoulders to keep her steady. The desperate whine that followed and the press of her heels to his back drove every ounce of stolen blood he had straight to his cock. He had rooted about her wet sex like a pig at a trough, hungry to have his fill, uncaring of the slick mess it made on his face. She had balked when he came up for a kiss, but soon relented with a moan when he forced his tongue into her mouth so that she could know the deep well of her desire, know it and revel.
Scooting back against the headboard, Spike dabbed the tips of his fingers across his lips and tongue. He imagined they were her dusky nipples, the hot press of her breasts against his mouth. Slayer knew what she wanted and had no qualms about taking it. All that brewing tension had been too much for her after all. So, tits in mouth and cunt in hand, he had showed her what she had been denying herself.
Cracking his eyes open revealed his cock bent back across his belly, rigid and flushed, twitching impatiently for the company of his fist. Never one to disappoint, he smiled and grasped it, fondling himself freely while squeezing his way along the length with varying amounts of pressure.  
The girl had presented herself like a bitch in heat, ass in the air, knees splayed wide. The dewy pout of her sex had picked up the ambient light filtering in from the caved in ceiling, shimmering like a teardrop as she rocked her haunches about like an over-eager puppy keen to play. Need like that would undo any man, so he had put his cock to good use and did what he did best. She wouldn’t be forgetting it anytime soon, of that he was certain.
Eyeing his progress, each successive stroke getting faster, Spike flung his hand out to his right until it slammed against his nightstand. Fumbling along the surface, he found what he was looking for. Clutching a scrap of fabric in his fist, he drew back and mashed it to his face, stroking harder to keep time with the increasing strength of his growls and moans. Her thong was full of her; unadulterated, direct, and laced with the slick that had been pooling out of her and greasing her up while they fought. The bit of lingerie had quickly been ripped off once they crashed through the floor and left to lay strewn amongst the other debris of Buffy’s shed modesty.
“Randy bitch,” he moaned, lipping the fabric, gnawing the elastic bands. “Flashin’ your tight, little cunt like it was goin’ out of style.”
Flinging the thong down toward his groin, his left hand snatched it up and twined the lacy fabric around his cock. Once snuggly wrapped, he tugged the bands tight, cinching her panties around the base of his prick with a violent twist. Pumping rapidly through the narrow channel of his fist, a burn shot through his groin and began to force its way out of him with a painful intensity. The itchy material of her knickers combined with the smooth silk at the crotch drove him to the edge. His eyes screwed shut when he felt his own pre-cum dampen the remoistened residue that her pussy had left.
Grimacing, his hips arched up with a snap and he squeezed hard. With a strangled cry of her name, Spike began to spend in deep trembling bouts against his stomach. The rhythmic pulse of his load, steady under his fingers, the thudding of her heart, funk of her sex, slick of his cum, taste of her twat, his oh fuck fuck fuck
One last thrust and he dropped his ass back to the bed, his inner thighs and abs subtly shaking from his release. Petting his cock lightly as it softened, Spike let out a sigh and leaned over to tuck Buffy’s panties under the bed for safe-keeping. Would come in handy a time or two, he absently thought as he sucked his gooey fingers into his mouth with a satisfied pop.
“God, do you sleep through anything? I was, like, yelling and nothing.”
When he jerked awake later in the evening, a candle clattering to the floor, there she was disapproving pout in place, self-righteous indignation full on. Didn’t think she’d come calling so soon. Stranger things had happened though, he thought with some satisfaction.
Spike eyed her suggestively and peeled his sheet off of him. His dried spendings still lined his cock and stomach so that the sheet clung with an uncomfortable pull.
“I’m a bit knackered. Had a long night,” he explained, a bit of tongue slipping out between his teeth. Buffy’s pupils dilated a hair, the faint hint of interest wafting to him through her jeans. Bingo. Girl was primed.
With an inquisitive head tilt, he watched her closely and added, “Someone should teach you how to use candles in foreplay, luv.”
Glancing down at the floor when she irritably threw his pants at him and started to explain the situation with Dawn, Spike resolutely decided that hot candle wax would definitely feature in his next fantasy. He only hoped her panties were up for the task. 
mere ubu: invisible secksmere_ubu on March 29th, 2008 06:06 pm (UTC)
*thud* Be careful out there today, folks, 'cause today's cock report? Steamy is the word. Drinky plenty of fluids. Bwahaaa! *dies*

(Hi, I'm twelve.)

Srsly, though, this is great. I'm terribly fond of wanking!Spike; he always manages to show himself a good time, and you write him so well. Incorporating the panties is a nice touch; you gotta' figure he's hoarding all these little clothing trophies of Buffy's for later use, but this is the first story I've read that follows the fate of the morning-after panties. Those are some lucky undies. ;)
ClawofCat: toldyousoclawofcat on March 29th, 2008 06:29 pm (UTC)
You always have the best icons. I gotta clutter up my userpics with all these pairing icons since I do so many of them, but all I really want are funny ones. Who's your fav icon maker?

And speaking of twelve, I used to have an icon that had Buffy with an incredulous expression on her face saying "Are you 12?" Do you know I once had a random AH plot bunny where Spike was a weatherman and Buffy a news anchor? *snickers* Maybe I'll have to dredge up that crack fic and have another look.

he always manages to show himself a good time
He really does. Spike's uncanny like that. Won't even let his penis down such is his urge to please. What a man.

you gotta' figure he's hoarding all these little clothing trophies of Buffy's for later use
I theorized to Eowyn that Spike actually likes to dress in Buffy's underwear, which is why he steals it all the time, but this bunny veered off into a different direction. I'm sure I'll write cross-dressing Spike yet. I'll have to add that to my to-do list.
(no subject) - mere_ubu on March 29th, 2008 07:09 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - eowyn_315 on March 29th, 2008 07:14 pm (UTC) (Expand)
eowyn_315: Buffy/Spike kisseowyn_315 on March 29th, 2008 06:26 pm (UTC)
Thanks for thinking of me. :) This was steamy hot, and a bright spot in my otherwise unfortunate day.
ClawofCat: sexual tensionclawofcat on March 29th, 2008 06:33 pm (UTC)
*hugs you* Poor dear. Feel better. Reading this over, I might have to tweak it a bit. There are so many references to cock and cunt, I'm getting dizzy. Though I do imagine they would be Spike's words of choice.

It occurred to me... what would Spike be like if he did himself? Kantayra's "Double Spiked" sort of answers that question, but he really does seem to have such a good time with the self-pleasuring. Oh, to be a fly on the wall.
(no subject) - eowyn_315 on March 29th, 2008 07:21 pm (UTC) (Expand)
The Anti-OTPsnowpuppies on March 29th, 2008 07:30 pm (UTC)
Yeah. Hi. I'm all dead now.

Your sense of imagery is...well, guh-worthy. REally.



I'll be in my bunk.

ClawofCat: wankingclawofcat on March 29th, 2008 07:55 pm (UTC)
Heh heh. Have fun! Bet your clean-up will be much easier than Spike's.

I do love writing him beating off. He does it with such zest. Dunno if you ever read "A Spectator Sport," but Spike wanks off and fingers his ass in that one for Buffy's amusement."In the Knick of Time" features Buffy walking in on him while he shaves his pubes and jerks off using shaving cream as lube.

*pauses* Hm, you know? I think I'll be in my bunk too.
shawty got flava like a peach lifesaver: btvs: spuffy stardustonly_passenger on March 29th, 2008 10:36 pm (UTC)
this was so much fun, dude. and, um, hot. i love anything that fills in the blanks of that night in the collapsed building, but most of what i've read doesn't, in my mind, do it justice. i should have known you'd be the one up for the task. you write rough, hard sex so fucking well.

shawty got flava like a peach lifesaver: btvs: spike hostle 17only_passenger on March 30th, 2008 02:17 am (UTC)
p.s. present for you here.

(no subject) - clawofcat on March 30th, 2008 03:46 am (UTC) (Expand)
petzipellepingo: spike in the bed by truly_tazipetzipellepingo on March 30th, 2008 07:40 pm (UTC)
First of all - "thud".

He had rooted about her wet sex like a pig at a trough, hungry to have his fill, uncaring of the slick mess it made on his face. She had balked when he came up for a kiss, but soon relented with a moan when he forced his tongue into her mouth so that she could know the deep well of her desire, know it and revel. Such a vivid description of the two of them in the sack.

I'm off for a cold shower now...
ClawofCat: got ecstasyclawofcat on March 30th, 2008 08:41 pm (UTC)
Hee! Glad you enjoyed it. And the rooting around like a pig line was my very favorite in this whole fic. I can just see Spike unleashed and how animalistic and desperate he would be.
Elenamoscow_watcher on March 30th, 2008 08:51 pm (UTC)

You're a very, very naughty person!!! :)
ClawofCat: another collisionclawofcat on March 30th, 2008 09:02 pm (UTC)
It's pretty much my mission in life, yeah =)

I had a good string of angsty, serious stories for awhile, and then I had a relapse, fell of the wagon, and have been merrily rolling in the gutter for the last two fics. Glad you enjoyed it!

Also, your icons are so gorgeous. I remember seeing them on seasonal_spuffy. Do you have them in your memories or at an icon journal?
(no subject) - moscow_watcher on March 30th, 2008 09:17 pm (UTC) (Expand)
buffymonmon on March 31st, 2008 11:22 am (UTC)
wow, that was hot. Very, very hot. Spike does like to play with himself, and I don´t mind watching:)
ClawofCat: vamp spikeclawofcat on March 31st, 2008 01:32 pm (UTC)
Heh, Spike's an old pro at self-love, that's for sure. I'm glad you enjoyed it. Thanks for reading!
most excellently twisted: Yaoi buttfanbot on March 31st, 2008 06:16 pm (UTC)
You hit my masturbation kink nicely, luv. Thanks!
ClawofCat: spuffy squaredclawofcat on March 31st, 2008 06:39 pm (UTC)
Woot! I like Spike doing pretty much anything, but I always have a little squee moment when he starts playing the exhibitionist and going at himself. You just know he'd be utterly delectable if you had the chance to watch *g*
flake_sakeflake_sake on March 31st, 2008 08:05 pm (UTC)
Guh! That was wonderfully hot.
It's just so much fun to imagine him masturbating. His collection of Buffy wanking material must be quite big.
I always wondered if Buffy got some from him too.
ClawofCat: pondersclawofcat on April 1st, 2008 01:48 am (UTC)
I bet he's amassed enough of her wardrobe to have Fall, Spring, and Winter ensembles. Harmony and the Buffy Bot didn't look like they were lacking in outfit options, though I can't be sure if those were actually Buffy's clothes.

I always wondered if Buffy got some from him too.
I love fics where Buffy gets to roll around in Spike's coat and do naughty things to it. only_passenger once did a fic for me where one of the requirements was Spike fucked Buffy in just his duster. That was seriously made of win. I also get this great mental picture of her stomping around in his oversized Doc Martins with some of his season 6 bling girding her neck. *wishes for such a fic*

Thanks for reading and commenting!
(no subject) - flake_sake on April 1st, 2008 03:08 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - clawofcat on April 1st, 2008 07:11 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - flake_sake on April 2nd, 2008 07:56 am (UTC) (Expand)
Swayxheartrockx on March 31st, 2008 09:06 pm (UTC)
Thanks for the.. uhm.. inspiration *shifty eyes*
You really do write the best porn, hands down and cock up.

Might just be what I needed to continue some boy!love piece I've been working.

Thanks for sharing. Loved it, as always.
ClawofCat: Laughclawofcat on April 1st, 2008 01:51 am (UTC)
You really do write the best porn, hands down and cock up.
*howls* This is the funniest/snarkiest/most clever sentence in a review I've ever received! Oh man, delightful. How appropriate too, considering the story.

Glad you enjoyed. And if I can bring porny inspiration to the masses than I know my work here is done! Good luck on your story, babe. You're such a sweetie making my night like that.
(no subject) - xheartrockx on April 1st, 2008 10:32 am (UTC) (Expand)
FemailoftheSpeciescafedemonde on March 31st, 2008 09:09 pm (UTC)
whoa! Still trying to breathe here!

Good stuff. You certainly have a way with the pRoN :-)
ClawofCat: spuffy redclawofcat on April 1st, 2008 01:53 am (UTC)
You certainly have a way with the pRoN
It's a calling. I don't know if I should be proud of that or not though. *g* Glad you enjoyed!
nondenomifan (formerly angelswilliam): bs mine by awmpnondenomifan on April 1st, 2008 06:55 am (UTC)
*fans self*
that'll teach her to punch him dead in the face when he offers her panties back to her! ;-)

this progression was just as long, slow, and hot as the other masturbation fic that was posted, but this had an extra hotness to it with the added visual and tactile descriptions of Spike's first night-into-morning with Buffy, not to mention we were hearing from the crass voice of punk!Spike instead of proper Victorian!William.

you also did an excellent job bridging the gap in b/s scenes that occurs after the initial hotness of "Wrecked." Great work!
ClawofCat: glancesclawofcat on April 1st, 2008 07:21 pm (UTC)
Re: *fans self*
that'll teach her to punch him dead in the face when he offers her panties back to her! ;-)
LOL. True! She had her chance to spare her unmentionables the horror of being used as wank fodder. She brought it on herself, really. *g*

Thanks for the detailed review! Pacing is a strange thing in porn. You want the right amount of build up so that the payoff has the right oomph to it. By interspersing his memories with the action going on in the present, I was able to draw it out a bit while also giving the reader some POV on Spike's feelings. It's good to know that worked, since this is the first time I've tried switching off past-present-past.

I admit, I totally have a weakness for dirty talking Spike. All the crude language just puts a shudder through me. It's sort of inane how long I took to think up what that one line of dialogue he utters. I changed it three times until I committed to what was ultimately posted. And I love scene stealers. They're my guilty pleasure =D

Beautiful animated icon you got there, too!
bechinalida on August 8th, 2008 11:56 am (UTC)
ClawofCat: coc spuffyclawofcat on August 15th, 2008 03:22 am (UTC)
Tasty, isn't it?

Thanks for reading!
Caroline: Crumblingjamalov29 on December 5th, 2008 10:36 am (UTC)
This is wonderful and your descriptions make it sound like this wanking session with memories was almost as good as the real thing.

“If an aroma could grip him in a suffocating stranglehold, hers did with a passion.”
I love , love that.
“It hit him then, the memory of holding her open with thumb and index fingers as he deeply tongued her, the quivering in her legs so violent that he had to lift her up out of the dust and hook her knees over his shoulders to keep her steady.” Oh.My.God.
And “when he forced his tongue into her mouth so that she could know the deep well of her desire, know it and revel.” The animal vibe is so potent and erotic , it’s an incredible turn-on.

The images you created are insanely hot,and above all else there is his need for her which seems so overwhelming it’s heartbreaking in a way –knowing what we know.

Thank you for the delightful reading moment.:)

Edited at 2008-12-05 10:37 am (UTC)
ClawofCat: Spuffy feel from insideclawofcat on December 6th, 2008 05:48 pm (UTC)
Hee, thank you. Recently, when I've written sex, it tends to be used in the context of thoughtful character studies. But these fun porny romps are amusing to reread as well. I remember at the time I wrote this, I was on a porny tear. I think I wrote about 3-4 stories in a row that were all about the porn. I go through phases, I suppose.

Thanks for the quotage, too. I love knowing what worked or resonated. I'm a firm believer in detail and description. Since we're reading this and not seeing it, that element of making it come alive visually is very important to me.

It occurred to me that I actually have Spike wank rather frequently in my Spuffy fics. Spike wanks for Buffy's entertainment in both "In the Knick of Time" and "A Spectator Sport", which is actually a very sweet story of a post-NFA Spike & Buffy enjoying their domestic routine together. If you haven't gotten sick of reading porn yet, Spectator Sport is one of mine I'd recommend.
(no subject) - jamalov29 on December 6th, 2008 07:35 pm (UTC) (Expand)